Wednesday, December 9, 2009

Evidence that God is not a bully

Never forget that the world is not on auto-pilot; the water cycle does not happen on auto-pilot; air is not replenished on auto-pilot; babies are not conceived and born on auto-pilot; seeds do not fall and plants and trees born on auto-pilot; the sun does not rise on auto-pilot*; the systems we think are dependable and inevitable are really neither; we must never forget this. We must also be careful.

There is one God, and many gods. God created all things. He did not then remove Himself from all things. He is not the clockmaker that wound up the world and let her go; and this makes all the difference.

The fact is He holds all things together; He sends the water from the land to the sky, the sky to the ocean, the ocean to the land, and back again; He covers the atmosphere with enough oxygen to keep almost 7 billion people breathing; He takes the sperm and plants it into fertile egg, develops the child, and commands the developed lungs to respond upon birth; He carries the seeds from their source to the appropriate soil, draws their roots into the earth, and cultivates new plants and trees; He keeps our planet in orbit and rotation, to show us the sun each day; this is not ordinary, this is supernatural.

When remembering such power, we must be careful. We may be quick to tremble, wondering if He might, at any moment, relinquish His power and thereby destroy all “systems”. But this fear is not of God. He does not lord His power over His creation in hopes of cornering us into begrudging submission. He does not do this, because He loves us. We must be careful because we must remember this. And when we don’t, we submit to ungodly fear.

God is just, meaning He is true and more honest than we can yet fathom. He has used his power to destroy the earth and will do it again; He will be just in both. We must respect this power but we must not be afraid for He is not a bully; He does not corner us. What we must remember is that He is just and merciful; He wants our devotion and will use just and merciful means to woo us to Him, but He will not scare us into devotion.

He is holding all things together not because He can but because He is mercifully giving us new opportunity to draw close to Him. This perspective is what reminds us that the ordinary is not so ordinary, and that His great mercy sustains us. May we not forget this; may we be ever thankful; may we draw near to Him.


*Great Chesterton quote:

"A child kicks its legs rhythmically through excess, not absence, of life. Because children have abounding vitality, because they are in spirit fierce and free, therefore they want things repeated and unchanged. They always say, "Do it again"; and the grown-up person does it again until he is nearly dead. For grown-up people are not strong enough to exult in monotony. But perhaps God is strong enough... It is possible that God says every morning, "Do it again," to the sun; and every evening, "Do it again," to the moon. It may not be automatic necessity that makes all daisies alike: it may be that God makes every daisy separately, but has never got tired of making them. It may be that He has the eternal appetite of infancy; for we have sinned and grown old, and our Father is younger than we. "

Friday, August 21, 2009

God makes art

Been doing a lot of thinking lately about God being in control...of everything. I don't say that to sound silly-I say it because it's awe-inspiring.

Growing up in "the church" I always heard phrases like, "God is everywhere, in everything, at all times....", and I'd always think, "You mean, God's in the concrete floors? Really?? That sounds silly, just silly...."

Turns out, I'm the silly one.

The evidence of God being in control of everything brings both humility and hope; humility in His absolute and terrifying power, and hope for the same reason.*

Do I mean that He actually stirred the concrete, poured it, smoothed it out, or maybe even stained it for effect? Or that He is somehow mixed into the actual floor? Of course not. Let me explain:

As a whole, I don't really like Modern Art. I appreciate some, really like some, but I really can't stand most. However, after spending a day at the Pompidou last year, I realized (in a way that I didn't realize in other art museums) that it was all a reaction. The entire museum was a reaction. There was an entire room devoted to art created during the mid 20th century-an entire room devoted to the reaction of WWII! Art is the response to inspiration.

Considering that God has absolute control and does as He pleases, we recognize that we are not in control and are at His mercy. Our entire life is a reaction- a response to the Creator and His will.

Due to the events that precede our lives and mold who we are-evidences of God's craftsmanship-and due to revelation, we respond. Those who are in Christ, and those who are not, will respond. He will use both believers and unbelievers to bring glory to His name.

Implications: Whether it be the concrete floors of a museum or the art on display, it is all a response. And yes, God is in the art and He is in the concrete floors-the same way Shakespeare is in Hamlet.

Let us not just respond but respond well, that He may be pleased- the One that wrote us into existence.

*His absolute and terrifying power bringing hope and humility will be a future blog topic.

Monday, July 20, 2009

I'M ENGAGED!

I guess the title gives it all away, but I'M ENGAGED!!!

I'm engaged to the most fascinating, gorgeous, and God-filled woman I've ever met, Margaret Hulings. In our brief time together (mine and Margaret's), God has revealed so much about Himself and what a Godly relationship is supposed to look like. He's been faithful, as always, and we can't wait to see where He takes us.

Thanks to everyone for the voicemails, phone calls, facebook messages, texts, etc.

More to come at some margaretandtrey website, I'm sure....and I mean that in a much more endearing way than it reads.

Tuesday, July 7, 2009

Where are the new posts????

So, a lot of friends have been asking "Where are the new posts???".  "You've got this blog but you don't use it", I guess is the frustration. Well, to further your frustrations, I aint got nothin for you today BUT I wanted to remind everyone that there is a link in my first post to my OLD blog (Xanga) that tells many wonderful tales during my college days, when I was but a young lad. 

Until the next inspiration...oooo, that sounds cool....I encourage you to read those old posts, they're quite comical. Stay tuned!

Monday, June 1, 2009

The Rugged Cross

Last night at church, the final song in worship was "Old Rugged Cross", the great, old baptist hymn. After the song, Ronnie Smith, an associate pastor at Austin Stone, prayed something to the effect of desiring to draw nearer to God and cling to the foot of the Cross. This brought to my mind imagery of the Cross that I had not yet considered.

A few things came to my mind: 1) By actually clinging to the foot of the Cross, you would see Christ hanging directly above you, which is a perspective I hadn't ever imagined. And 2) By clinging to the foot of the Cross, you would be splintered by the rough, or rugged, wood, and you would be covered in the blood and sweat of Jesus dripping down on you.

My first reaction was rather embarrassing, yet honest. I thought how dirty it would be and unpleasant....wow, really Trey? The saviour of the world is dying in your place and you're concerned with getting dirty?? The truth came out: I am ashamed of the Gospel. If only I could continue to praise God from 20 or 30 feet from the Cross, thanking Him, but not drawing near to Him, boy, that would be great. How embarrassing...

My prayer is that God would draw me nearer to Him, that he would stick me so deep with the splinters of the Cross, that His redeeming blood will flow over me, and that I would so madly love Him, as He has loved the world, that I would share the message of the Gospel with those around me because I simply can't contain it.

If you are a believer, be not ashamed.

Tuesday, April 14, 2009

There is freedom in truth.

Friday, April 3, 2009

Teens are NOT too cool...

So, remember when you were a teenager and you'd be in public with your parents, which you secretly didn't mind, but you didn't want the world to know? And remember how you'd act like you were too cool for your parents if you saw a member of the other gender and you'd say something loud enough to your parents so that person knew you were too cool?

Well, about a week ago, I witnessed one of the greatest examples of this act...ever!

I was at the grocery store. I had stopped to search for my desired item. And, of course, the teenager and her mom turn the corner. This girl was frizzy-haired and pimply, not that there's anything wrong with that...maybe there is. Back to the story...

The girl sees me right when her mom asks her a question. At this moment, the girl has to decide, in a matter of milliseconds, how she will respond and this is how it went down:

mom: hey, do you need any salt and pepper or anything?

girl: (looks at me then back at her mom, lowering an eyebrow) mom! i've never used salt and pepper in my life!

Salt and pepper? Never? In your life??? I had to laugh and I immediately wrote the whole thing down on my grocery list. If it had been, sayyy, baking soda, that might have been alright. But salt and pepper??? Come on! Teens are NOT too cool...

Tuesday, March 24, 2009

Xanga Archive

This is not my first blog. From November of 2004 to May of 2007 (Spring semester of my sophomore year of college to graduation), I maintained a blog on Xanga.com. I attempted to copy and paste all of the contents from that site into this but was unsuccessful..I'm computer stupid. 

My workaround is a link to my Xanga, where you can read through the hilarious chronicling of a clueless college kid. Enjoy and look for more, hopefully insightful, posts to come.